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For me Writing is like an ointment. Not everytime can you be happy with everything in Life and again, Not everytime can you be Expressive about it to others . Writing is just like Flow of the Emotions so it dont remain unexpressed and Killing. Let it flow and stay Relaxed.
New Ideas and Suggestions are most welcomed 😊
Brinda
Almost after ages, I went for trekking to one of the beautiful place in Gujarat. For the first time in my life I went for day trip with all strangers, yes all strangers. Fortunately I grabbed an opportunity to meet new people, explore different mindsets and enthusiasm. Trekking is normal thing so I would not write blog on trekking but I am writing this blog to share minute details hitting me internally during this trip.
Not treating Sunday as Sunday, with all the preparations done, I left for trek early morning at 5:30 am. Reaching to the point, interacting with others and introducing myself to them I spoke this about myself- “Hi, I am Brinda. I am Lawyer and CS by Profession and I am currently working in blah blah field” and the reaction I got from almost everyone was, “Oh wow, that’s great.”
These words forced me for an introspection within myself- (Me to Myself)
“WTF Brinda, are you even Happy with your Profession?”
Ans- No.
“Then why would you introduce yourself with that ????”
Ans- COZ THAT SOUNDS GOOD.
“Fair Reason?”
Ans- No.
“Is your Academics your Identity?”
Ans- Nooooooo. I will never want that.
“Then why would you introduce yourself that way ????”
After the mini talk I had with myself, I allowed my tongue to coordinate with my head and speak again, “Well, Honestly it is not as wow as it sounds. Am generally drained off end of every day.”
Most of the times we speak with the mind on what will sound more impressive rather what we intend to speak. But this is so much in our system that we lose control over our intentions and just speak in flow.
While in base camp having breakfast and talking and observing 25-30 strangers I observed how every single personality was behaving differently. One being sweet talker, other being influencer, one being attention seeker, another being solemnly and one balancing being introvert and extrovert at the same time (ofcourse Me). But one common thing amongst all, all seeking happiness.
After the trek started and as everyone was climbing the hills I mean some crawling in humanly manner, some enjoying the nature, some left behind in selfiees and some struggling to ask others click their pictures, it felt like how slowly everyone were opening up to their self.
After few hours, singing tired but in melody to climb high was fun. How unintentionally every stranger was helping every other stranger and motivating to keep going. From singing to being open enough to start dancing in between made me meet myself. How I did not even had single thought of being judged and be myself completely which lead to others too letting their feet flow.
Lesson;- NO ONE ELSE IS JUDGING YOU EXCEPT YOU YOURSELF.
After climbing for hours and looking around the beautiful view, I sat quiet and still all lost in the nature. All I was able to see, feel and sense was the beautiful scenery in front of my eyes, the cold sooth wind on my face and sounds of wind and light rains. I was able to feel the beauty from my eyes till my heart and soul. I was at peace. The peace I was missing unknowingly. The peace was all being in myself. I never knew the peace was within me.
Lesson:- Spend sometime with yourself. You are the solution to your problems.
Amongst 25-30 people, we were 6-7 people sitting silently and enjoying the beauty around (Others went to some spot to make reels and click pictures). In such silence, one guy started talking about how he had met a particular person whose passion was to sell momos on the mountains after leaving his IT job, reason being mountains and food gave him joy and satisfaction. We all were quietly listening. I never when did we started having deep life conversations from just being strangers. It felt so good. You experience people in such trips.
Lesson- Move Out. You will attract like minded people.
Now comes the toughest part of the whole trip…..”Stepping Down the mountain”. I was bit scared but even worst was, my legs had lost all strength. It was 2hrs or more trek to reach down the surface. The rains added the toughness. I somehow was managing to take small steps so that I don’t fall but eventually I did. Thanks to my rescue two people came and I did not slide. Later then, one of the group member was constantly helping me. After somewhile the guide came and the initial fellow left (ofcourse he was bit bored as I was taking long). Through out till I reached the base camp I had four people to my support simultaneously. I almost talked about career and personal life with all which was super fun. Everyone had different story to share. After some while I was all alone. I did not stop anywhere though, but as I wasn’t able to walk quick, I was alone. I kept on walking and waking , though without any energy and strength. That’s when I realized , “No matter how good people are, at some everyone will care about themselves and you have to take care of yourself. At some point you have to walk alone” (Sab apna apna dekhlo)
YOU KNOW WHAT, TREKKING IS NOT ONLY PHYSICAL ACTIVITY BUT ALSO MENTAL ACTIVITY;
made some moments
lived few moments
realized some important aspects within moments
surrendered to moments
Environment- trees, plants, oils, air, soil….everything we are blessed through Nature. You know, in ancient centuries people practiced worshiping these elements of nature, reason being no one can survive without these elements. Bowing to the nature was considered as gesture of gratitude towards God (nature) for survival of every living species.
Nature, i.e. creators’ creation has got a lot to teach us.
When the tree was at its first stage as seedling it was buried under the ground with an intention of its growth, with an intention that it will grow someday and will provide other living-kind with everything best it has got to serve or is capable enough to serve like shelter, wood, flowers, oxygen, and what all not.
Now what if that particular seedling choose not to grow with the fear of external calamities it might face; fear of being cut-off alive, fear of falling, fear of cyclone, soil erosion or global warming overall. What if seed does not grow and remains seedling as it is safer option. But will that be Right? Now think with the same conditioning as human being. We tend to stay where we are comfortable but that’s not the purpose where we are meant to exist for. The fear of growth or fear of failure is what we might be scared of but if those trees wont had grown it won’t had protected the environment as seedling. This way even we as human have to grow over comfort zone to serve.
Today we are Alive to Serve Some Purpose Today and Tomorrow.
Why are we not growing even after all the credible knowledge?
Conditional Growth;
As the title to this blog speaks, “Nature is Silent but Best Teacher”; this too will be explained by nature itself. Take any fruit or vegetable, we humans are surviving on these edibles. Food being such important part for our existence that its scarcity will cause famine in whole world.
Now imagine, what if the fruit denies to grow with a condition that its market value should be equivalent to the selling price of diamond? No one will deny to the fact that if incase there is rarity in diamonds or any other precious stones it might create problem on environmental level but won[t do any considerable difference on question of personal existence. But still what if the fruit starts valuing itself as unwanted or unfortunate because its market value is not equivalent to precious stones or what if the fruit conditions to grow only with good market value? Exactly this is Conditional growth.
Being conditional is the most foolish scam we do to our-self. Wont being conditional be direct insult of creator?
Every creation of god has its own purpose to serve. We individually are just a dot in whole universe but every dot has its own different space to set and its own part to play. Not every purpose can be judged or understood by external acceptance or neither can be materialized.
What I learnt, felt, understood and have build a belief is; “You are meant for some purpose and your duty is to serve that purpose irrelevant of whatever!”
We say everything happens for the reason, which is reasonably true. We say every occurrence of event either teaches us the lesson or gives us joy which again is true. What we realise, we understand. What we understand becomes the ground of our decision making. The hard times force us to change beyond comfort level. The lessons we learn make us adapt new habits, new perspectives and better thinking patten.
But even after levels of understanding we loose the track. The area where we sometimes miss the ball is “lack of hold on the learnings”. It doesn’t mean, we change again to the older version, but we definitely miss to utilise the lessons from hard times appropriately.
There are 3types of people in this world;
1- The first being the one who can’t change because they never realised the pain or never thought of the reason hidden behind it. Without realisations there are no lessons. So we can say, they are ignorant.Fair enough.
2- Second category is such people who have knowledge of all, who have thought over all, understood all, knows the right direction but loose the eye on learnings with passing period of time. These people honestly, are amongst fools and majority of us fall in this category.
3- The third type being, the people who hold on and maintain the learnings for life. And these species are rare. Yeah, they are humans and we call them extraordinary humans.
This time let’s Retain to Maintain;
Some event happen, then you learn. Then you practice that learnings everyday. Then everything starts settling again. Everything starts falling in place again. Then you are eventually happy. Then you invite more growth in your life and get busy in building yourself. Then comes Stage 2 of some lesson. And then, You Break again. This time, not so rough, not so hard , but it does trigger you. And then, you question yourself, “Why did this trigger me”?
That’s exactly repeative cycle we create everytime. Everytime we wait for that trigger point to pinch. The question to ask yourself must be, “How did I let that trigger me again”? The answer is, “because you lost the consistency of the track of all the lessons you already know.”
Apart from professional life, this theory applies in self growth too; “PRACTICE MAKES THE MAN PERFECT!”
In chasing new, don’t forget to appreciate what you already hold;
We being in such fast life have forgot to take care of ourselves. Even after realisations, even after all healthy decisions we sometimes forget to implement. We are eager to seek new learnings. We want to be better then yesterday. In this huss of moving forward, we unbiasly fail to implement what we learnt yesterday.
“Transformation is not one time application. Transformation is Daily Practice.”
The natural beauty created by God, the beauty holding leisure inside out.
Along with all beautiful nature’s blessings we are surrounded with, women come next to it.
Those lips that smile holding the power to change the aura of surroundings also hold the power uttering such words sufficing emotional availability to others
Those eyes’ glittering holds the power to also hold glittering vision changing the world.
Those beautiful hands powerful enough to cook amazing meals, serve the family, raise kids but not any less to consent credentials documents
Those soft feet hard enough to stand strong as milestone
The melting heart holding lot of love and care, Sensitive enough but yet emotionally and mentally mature and aware
Being the power behind the creator of humanhood, woman is sources to many other blessings. Our goddess setting the best explanation to the same where Lordess Laxmi being the reason behind prosperity, Lordess Saraswati the source of knowledge and Lordess Durga being the symbol of destructor of evil.
More I started spending time with myself, More I started Understanding the world.
More I got connected to my thoughts, More I started Accepting the world.
When I implemented working on myself, More beautiful Consequences happened from world.
When I started realising self mistakes, More forgiveness and direction I seek from the world.
When I tuned up with my intentions, More I started recieving Rewards from the world;
Rewards were not always in hand to my wishes, but eventually they turn out to be Better then my wishes.
And this way I understood morale of my life;
“I AM THE WORLD”.
We are living life where there are too many situations from various important aspects of our living. Some good, some bad, some manageable and some unbearable. All being important portions, we get chaos with clarity. This is the point where we seek helping hand, and try to find that hand within the world. But in reality all we need is ourself. We need to look within ourself for clarity. That’s how, we are our own world. The world is within us.
Ah, who is not aware of these words in 21st century. Why are these words so common to hear? Why are they taken so lightly? Are these all light issues? Are these mental issues? Is it mental instability? So many questions, so many theories and so many man-made wrong theories too.
I would like to share my knowledge about all these based on my personal experiences and my practices to help myself. This article is written with main focus on the “solution to these problem”.
Now next question might be, why am I covering all these topics together? Is the solution same for all? Well, answer is Yes. Extreme anxiety leads to Depression and Depression might lead to PCOD/PCOS to women.
I would like to give brief about Depression and Anxiety first. See, generally these two terms are misunderstood and people consider them same but Depression is much more serious. That’s why there are depression pills to cure such state. Anxiety is the state where the sufferer feels low, under-confident, and they stay in negativity whenever they are all on themselves. But then when they are between people, or when they are between positive surroundings they start feeling good. So the state of negativity hits when they get alone and their mind gets free to think. That’s the reason such people are suggested to stay more between people or keep themselves busy.
While depression is negativity making home within person. Sufferer is living it for 24hrs. Sufferer has lost the clarity about illusion and reality. It is not mental illness. It is rather mental condition. It breaks sufferer to the extreme, to such extreme that sufferer might start believing himself as worst person on the planet and such thoughts lead to thoughts of suicide too. The thoughts as failure are at peak. It is such situation where the sufferer is in his own dark hole even while being at the most beautiful place and with most beautiful people.
When women go through such situations it leads to hormonal imbalance and harm which directly impacts their ovaries and that leads to PCOD/PCOS. There are few other reasons too leading to PCOD/PCOS like improper diet, heavy schedules and extreme work load but then, I personally believe that every disease gets the power to harm mainly because of disturbed mental health.
Before getting further towards the main stream, i.e the reason why I am writing this article, I would like to clarify that I am no medical professional nor do I have professional knowledge about this area. What all I am writing is completely based on my personal practices and few things what my doctors had guided me.
I will request all the sufferers to keep faith in themselves. Stay positive and please follow every point suggested below Ritually.
1- Stop treating yourself as sufferer;-
Stop treating yourself as patient. Do not keep on thinking about it. More you think, more it will impact. Just stay normal with yourself. Whenever you get thoughts about your situation, speak this to yourself, ”It’s Okay! It’s Alright! I am already doing well.” This will generate positivity within you and help you heal faster.
2- Practice spirituality:-
When I say spirituality, it means lot more then religious beliefs and practices. Spirituality means getting connected to oneself. For that, meditation is MUST. Start meditating. It is difficult in beginning but then once you start feeling the peace, calmness and powers of it, there will not be even a single day you’ll skip meditation. Self connection is the ultimate step to get correct vision of what is right and what is wrong.
Don’t know how to start meditating? See, there is no strict method for meditating, so don’t be scared or harsh on yourself. There are many amazing YouTube channels which have given in depth knowledge on meditation and they have also taught various ways to do it. Here are few links which I use to follow!
Along with that, also practice affirmations. Affirmations help to regain self confidence by shifting the focus on what you already have in your bucket. Here is my favorite link for practicing affirmations
3- Early to Bed Early to Rise keeps Man Healthy Wealthy and Wise;-
This habit is equally non-negotiable to other points stated. Sleep late to late by 10;30 pm. Practice it until it becomes habit. I know it is easy to say and difficult to do especially when your head is overcrowded with so many negative thoughts. I used to face this issue to the extend that I had almost turned to insomniac. I started listening to Shri Bhagwat Gita before going to bed and it did miracles to my sleeping schedule. So, read something helpful or listen to something from religion you follow or something spiritual when you try to sleep. It helps a lot.
Make your wakeup routine early. Wake up between 5-6am. Morning vibes are important to catch. Wake up, feel the morning beauty. Move in open area, look at sky, feel the cool air, watch sunrise. These little things make you feel fresh and beautiful.
*It is very important to take at least 7-8hrs of sleep.
4- Exercise and Yoga :-
Having PCOD/PCOS requires your body to exercise daily. Weight control becomes so important. Along with that, exercising generates positive chemicals in your brains and also your body feels energetic. Having too much negativity in our head drains all the energy without any kind of physical or mental hard-workor efforts. That’s the reason why depressed people tend to not leave their bed. So exercising benefits you both the ways; it generates positive thoughts and also make body very energetic. Exercise daily for at least 40minutes. I’ll strongly recommend to do Surya Namaskar also.
These are my personal preference links for exercising
5- Food;-
Someone rightly said, ”What you eat is What you Think.” There are some very strict points I’ll order (yes, I am ordering you) to follow for at least three months:
· SAY NO TO PACKET FOODS
· SAY NO TO ALL SUCH FOODS WHICH ARE NOT HOME COOKED FOOD
· SAY NO TO POTATOES
· SAY NO TO DEEP FRIED FOOD
· SAY NO TO WHITE FLOUR (MAIDA) AND ALSO WHOLE WHEAT IF POSSIBLE AS IT IS BIT HEAVY
· Do not eat anything from 7pm to 8am (i.e intermittent fasting going hand in hand with nature)
· Do fasting for atleast 2days a week , i.e have proper meal during lunch but have only fruits and milk for other parts of day
· Schedule your meal timings and eat at same time everyday.
*P.S- You can have Dark Chocolate. Now smile;)
Just a suggestion- Follow ayurvedic treatment for medication of PCOD/PCOS.
Counselors and Psychologists :- Take professional help . Yes, it is important. Take professional help please. I belong to country where people are yet not open to mental health care, so help of Counselors or Psychologist are treated as something severe. But it is pointless to focus on thoughts of society wait or their acceptance. They don’t even bother. You need help so go to good Counselor in your city and take the help. They listen to you just like friend and will help you open your vision so that you yourself start figuring out everything in life.
Do not wait for others to accept your problem as “problem”. Do not consider others when they weight your problem relating whether it is big or small. You’ll always get mixed responses. It is problem for you to the extent it is impacting your body and that is enough!
All these solutions are beneficial for all people suffering from any of the four groups. Last I would like to say, Stay Happy, you are already doing Better and one day, you will do Best.
Only quality that differ humans from other living species is power of thinking and understanding. When we talk about power of thinking, our personal emotions play big role. Humans are blessed to express emotions and bring change to the wrongs or those aspects of human-hood that requires changes. The five senses of humans if utilized properly can either make this world best place to live or worst place to survive. Our senses are our power and it is on our nature how we use the power; to design or to destruct.
Is it blessing or curse to be sensitive? One of the most basic and common mistake is people consider sensitive and weak similar. Sensitivity is vibe to feel others emotions. It is power to think and feel beyond your own emotional space.
Myth- If anyone tells me that I am wrong or I did some mistake, I feel bad. I get hurt easily. I am very sensitive person.
Fact- When I see someone in pain, I feel their pain. I can’t easily get over it. I am sensitive person.
Sensitive and weak are wrongly understood to be on same line. Well, sensitive person over feels everything. They over feel happiness, pain, anger, guilt, love, and every emotion. That’s the sign of excess of empathy. While weakness lacks basic empathy.
It is said that you cannot go to the divine lands by your will, it can be possible only by god’s wish. I got so fortunate to visit these three places within span of ten months. The best part was that none of the trip was planned, it just happened to happen. This time I personally had some different spiritual experience so I wish to share my journey.
Shreenathji is also known as Nathdwara. It is located in Rajasthan. It is approximately 46kms from Udaipur city.
I belong to family who is strong devotee of Shri Krishna. So visiting Shreenathji is our yearly routine since I was baby. I remember when I was kid I used to be excited to visit this place for toys, key-chains, and thandai (Shreenathji got best thandai). As a teen, I found it boring to visit same place again and again (P.S-I used to believe in god but I was not much of religious or spiritual person.) But as an adult things started changing (Finally…thank-you god). I visited the place in the month of September, so atmosphere was good. There were mild rains so climate was pleasant.
The temple is overcrowded for all 365days. There are eight Darshana in a day starting from Mangla (when god wakes up) Shringar (when god gets ready) Gwal (when god is ready to take cattles for grazing) Rajbhog (lunch for god) Utthapan (when god wakes up after a nap) Bhog (fruits are served to god for satisfying hunger after nap) Sandhya and Shayan (sleep time for god). In every darshan, it feels like Shreenathji is blessing us in different forms. Though the temple is overcrowded, it feels fresh. It feels calm.
Along with darshan, the another peaceful beauty of the temple is Kamal chawk. I personally love sitting there. There are foot prints of Shreenathji on this Kamal chawk. The marbles are cool and the area around has walls printed with different pictures of Shreenathji. The Shreenathji temple is also famous for its gold and silver hand floor mill.
This time I was visiting Vrajdham after the gap of 12years. I went there in the month of October which I feel is the best time to visit. Vrajdham is the land where Shree Krishna had lived his childhood (baal lila). Vrajdham includes 84 kosh (i.e. 84 small villages). The literal meaning of kosh is treasure, thus, it is said vrajdham itself is part of heaven. It includes, Mathura, Gokul, Nandgau, Barsana, Jatipura, vrindavan and other amazing places. I can go on writing 15-20 min read whole separate article on Vrajdham but I will cut short here.
The first thing that comes in my mind while thinking about vrajdham is Yamuna River. I personally am so fond of rivers, lakes, beaches etc so I loved being around Yamuna River. The morning view of Yamuna River is the best. The priests of all the various temples of vrajdham perform aarti of Yamuna River. I went for Yamuna aarti in Mathura which was performed early morning at 5am and evening at 7pm. The aarti took place for 30 minutes. It used to be the best part of the day. I felt peace looking at the huge aarti. It felt like the light of fire was reaching my eyes and gratifying my heart. It gave some kind of energy of self belief and hopes. The yellow light spread all over through aarti diyas. The shower of flowers in Yamuna River looked so beautiful. The voice of large bells and claps created an aura of positivity. I used to sit at the bay of Yamuna and gaze the waters. It felt peaceful. It felt beautiful. It felt like my mind was meditating. This is the beauty of vrajdham, you don’t need to sit and calm your mind, you feel calm every minute.
Another best place I felt was Raman Reti. It is situated in Gokul. It is said to be playground of lord Krishna. The sand of this place is very smooth. The visitors here roll in the ground. I was feeling bit awkward initially to do so, but my grandmother insisted me to do, so even I tried. Trust me, it felt so amazing. The sand was cool and soft. The unique part is, this sand do not stick your body or hairs. So you don’t even need to dust yourself later. It is said that no one can take away even bit portion of sand from that place. Just walking on that sand for few minutes can make you feel wonderful. The next place I would love to talk about is Barsana. While heading to Radha mahal and Morkuti , which is located in Barsana, there is a whole long pass way which is between the slopes and jungles. It felt like tracking. The place was so between the natures. I am not sure but it seemed like mountains and jungles on the mountains all around. We climbed for around 30min to reach Radha Mahal. I felt so tired and exhausted but once we reached the mahal, it turned out to be all worth the climb. It was so beautiful. And as it is on height, the breeze could touch our face and all the tiredness vanished. Next we went to Jatipura which is just 24kms from Barsana. Jatipura is place where Govardhan parvat is located. I am sure all of us have heard story of how Shri Krishna saved vrijvasis from the heavy rains by sheltering them under Goverdhan parvat when Lord Indra got angry. This parvat has story behind it. Once, Rishi Pulatsya (grandson of Lord Brahma) requested Goverdhan parvat to come along with him to Kashi. Govardhan parvat agreed but kept condition that Rishi Pulatsya should lift him up and should keep him down directly to Kashi orelse he will settle on that land wherever he puts him down. While Rishi was walking carrying him, Parvat increased his weight in Jatipura so Rishi lost his balance had to put him down. By getting to know this tactic, Rishi cursed Goverdhan parvat that it will reduce its size equivalent to one mustard seed everyday. Since then, goverdhan parvat reduces its size everyday.
Now lets talk about food and shopping. Alnong with being religious place, I’ll say Mathura has the best chaat I have ever ate. The best is aloo tikki and aloo chaat. What isn’t good in Mathura to eat? It has got amazing sweets, amazing golgappas, amazing chole bhature, amazing chole kulchas. Even the bhojnalays serve you with fresh healthy amazing” just like homemade food” thali. I remember I got 2kgs of sweets from Mathura for my family (4 people) and it got over just in 2days. Mathura got second best food in the country (For me Indore will always stay at 1stposition). Other then food, Mathura is also best for shopping of purses and bags and different varieties for your temple. I loved Janma Bhumi (Mathura) for shopping of bags and purses. The quality and material both are good. You can see varieties of stuff for temple, like boat for god, flower buckets for god, different varieties of clothes for god, toys for god, decorations for temple, hanging piece for temple etc.
Famously known as “Sone ki Nagri” Dwarka is the city which was created by Shri Krishna to save people of Mathura from King Jrasandh. Lord Krishna ruled as king in Dwarka. The palace of gold got sunk in Arabian sea after the death of Shri Krishna. I was personally going through a lot while this trip happened unexpectedly so since then my faith went from 100 to 1000 like how god exactly knows how to cure humans. Dhwarka is approximately 137kms from Jamnagaer.
If you want to read travel blog on Dwarka, follow “AMATEUR TRAVELER” (foramp05.wordpress.com). She has written in depth blog on Dwarka.
Dwarka mandir is 170feet tall, so you may say it is approximately 15floors tall. The reason behind me highlighting the height is story bebhind the temple flag. The temple flag (dhwajaji) is changed daily by climbing up the temple, which is too risky. I went lucky that I was able to watch this scene live. The good part is, there is no injury caused to anybody till today. The feeling of being blessed bounces when the dhwajaji is opened and it flies in the direction of air.
The second uniqueness about Dwarka temple is it still has Gurukal. Beside the main temple there is gurukul where the students are taught through the ancient methods of teaching. They are taught the similar subjects and with similar discipline which India followed before Britishers intervened in our culture. There is hostel facility too. Ofcourse, not to mention , Arabian sea takes beauty of Dwarka to another level.
I am bold but do not compromise on my Morales.
I am modern but also have boundaries.
I am trendy and also believe to follow traditions.
I am free spirit who adores serious commitments.
I wish to live independently and also want to keep my personal relations to priority.
I wish for modern love with old school beliefs.
I appreciate broad visions with epical perspective.
I am not stubborn, I don’t accept anything without strong base.
And I want to be woman with High Head but Grounded Heels.
Yes, girls like us Exists. We are bit old for current modern standards and bit too modern for old fashioned. We are too clumsy and possessive according to some ans too graceful and tolerant for some. We are hard to understand. We aren’t bizzare, we are Rare, we are Unique. Wink wink 😉😉
It has been so long since she was fighting unwanted battles, maybe since she was born.
Her first battle was to survive in this world which her mother fought for her.
Her second battle was as a kid who cried hard for all facilities what her brothers used to get.
Her third battle was to indulge herself into the competition of grades to make her parents happy and proud.
Her fourth battle was to quit on her favorite hobbies so that she could stand academic competitions.
Her fifth battle was the struggle to satisfy her family’s expectations from her for being an all-rounder with kitchen and grooming as well as being professionally charming.
Her sixth battle was to heal herself from the heartbreak and still have faith in love.
Her seventh battle was to regain the confidence which she had lost while fighting other battles.
Her biggest battle was against herself. The battle to know who she was in real, what her heart wanted in real. So, now she is fighting battle to find herself whom she has never met before.
She is tired of fighting. But now she will fight willfully. She wants to fight this time because for the first time she is fighting for herself.
the fire within her is her weapon, her mind is her shield,. her soul is her guardian, and her life is a battle field.
It had been so long since an ordinary girl was fighting unwanted battles, and that has turned her to the undefeatable Warrior.
Felt and Revealed ❤ 